school
finals
papers
work
responsibility
life
A perfect representation of how I feel about all of these things.
Well does anyone have that feeling after a day is pretty much over you start to think of the “what ifs” and the” I should have dones.” Well I use to do that a lot from day to day and I would dwell over it and I use to never be able to fall asleep at night. And it would drive me insane because id sleep in class just because of the smallest social shit would be on my mind and it would make the darkness feel like heaven at times. On the other hand I’ve met someone who actually gives me the feeling that I dont need to dwell on the social imperfections that cause my brain to rot into mush. Ive known her for 3 years and she knows the main tragic events in my life and yet she still finds me attractive and she still loves me for my personality. I dont think she realizes and i dont show it but when i’m alone with her I feel like I am in a state of euphoria that no drug can put me in. I can’t really read her emotions like I can other people and it makes me have this un easy feeling because I dont know how she feels. I guess it adds on to the special things she has and I dont really know how to describe it atleast not in text. I mean the best things in life cannot really be explained.
I do know one thing though, and that is that I love deanna so much and ive never felt more on top of the world with anything or anyone.
Im not writing senior letters and turning them in. I want to give them my letters personally. It feels better that way. So AGAIN. FUCK YOU SCHOOL.
Mercury, Venus, and Saturn align with the Pyramids of Giza for the first time in 2,737 years on December 3, 2012

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